Sunday, March 04, 2012

Try to follow me..

I just had a fulfillung weekend.. Completed church tasks without errors.. Voila.. Im always genius.
Anyways im being bitter again.
Reason#1 back to work again..
Reason#2 will see sweeney todd flirting with leapy froglet.
Reason#3 discover from google that gay only flirt with potential gays as well... Signs , signs, they are all over.. Thus i have further proved that remsining single guys are either married, gay or dead.

Friday, February 24, 2012

Just another day

Another rigmarole entry..
Just when u thought that things are ok, then it isnt. This morning i put a happy mood and itwas like bringing back the old dying me. Talked cheerfully to almost anyone i can walk across, surprisingly i have set aside the bully part of me.

Then a colleague whom i was just teasing that morning belllowed out his sad situation.. Its a sad consequence in his family that he has to shoulder painfully. For the first time i listened to him and realized how tough he is to deal a sad situation, i was happy cause he confided things to me as a teusted friend, i was so sad and teary eyed cause i cant do but pray abd advise him of the situation.
It is very surprising because other people would easily clamor for help in just a nonsense argument inside the office, attract attention like they are being helplessly maltreated, trivial things just to get sympathy and be center if attention... But if u need help they would shy in quietness and busied themselves with work

Interesting isn't it? You cannot really judge people from outside, though they throw cheerful smiles, hidden are some burdens and they make good actors of it.. A craft i am now mastering a lot..:)

Here ya go

Just one nice thought i saw from fb..
You should not beg for love from a person, for that person does not love you back.. Dont give all your hopes.. Have something left for you which is respect to yourself. Move on, for love cannot be taught, move on cause the more you linger with that feeling, the more it will poison you, move on cause you do not need to change yourself to be accepted by that person.. Move on before you lose yourself... Move on, its painful to let go but it will mean you have time to forgive yourself for loving much of someone but loving less of yourself..

Thus, I AM moving on... Im letting you go.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Before i close my eyes

Lord dont let me falter
Lest i wander from your side
May you never leave me
From this bitter trials in life..


Sunday, February 19, 2012

Straight from the bus

After 8 hrs of church activities, finally on my way home.. Im on top of a doubledecker bus with a great view of the suburbs. There are five of us seating separately on top, but the most of them are with heads low, watching their phones or playing games.. I just realized i was doing thesame, this is the curse of having technology and accessibility in your hands. If only people can instead look ouside and see the nature contrasting the cloudy sky, i think its a better option than playing stressfully atemple run.. Well i still have a few munutes to unwind with this scenery so

.. Rinka signing off for now:) turning off iphone 4s.